I've been reading haiku a lot lately and posted a number of poems by masters such as Buson, Issa, Shiki, Basho, and Taneda on my social media accounts Facebook and Twitter. They are also my favorite composers of haiku.
I briefly studied haiku sometime in probably high school, but I remember feeling intimidated by it. My teacher tried to keep us within the 5-7-5 syllable pattern which is the Japanese method, but I've learned that the rules are not so strict in English. So tonight I tried my hand at some.
I've written in the past that my poetry blog would not just contain poetry written by me but occasionally poetry written by others.
Some weeks ago I saw a quote on my Facebook timeline by someone named Mahmoud Darwish. I think I'd seen quotes by him on there before. This last time I decided to do research. I was immediately excited to learn that he was a famous poet. Wikipedia writes that he is considered by some to be the national poet of Palestine.
There are videos of him on YouTube reciting poems. I've read a few of his poems online and want to read more. I've listened to a song called Passport which is a poem by the Lebanese singer Marcel Khalife based on a poem by Mahmoud Darwish. I first heard this song at the end of the movie Amreeka, which a movie I've watched twice now and like very much. The characters are Palestinian, but I can relate to their sense of not feeling like they don't belong to their homeland or their adopted homeland in America. I love the main character Muna's optimism and perseverance through betrayal and disappointment.
I don't have it anywhere as difficult as their characters or as Mahmoud Darwish had, still I believe all alienation feels rather the same. Those who don't self-destruct learn to live through it, work through and around it, and if you have something of the creative in you, you begin to make something artistic out of it. You turn your tears into an artistic artifact. I decided to take the creative route because most of all I want to love my fellow humans which is one of the hardest tasks of all.
I will continue to humanize even the enemy... The first teacher who taught me Hebrew was a Jew. The first love affair in my life was with a Jewish girl. The first judge who sent me to prison was a Jewish woman. So from the beginning, I didn't see Jews as devils or angels but as human beings. Several poems are to Jewish lovers. These poems take the side of love not war. ~ Mahmoud Darwish Here are two videos in English and Arabic of poems by Mahmoud Darwish with him reciting the poems in Arabic.
As the moon cries itself to sleep as the seas turn to brimstone as I roam the deserts of the world seeking you only you. There are only weary eyes. There are only mute mouths as the child swings on the playground alone. When will be my last day on this flower petal earth that weeps and dies? I seek you only you. I have wondered a long time where you are and if a time will come when I will finally find you.
I met a poet online briefly. Gave a compliment; she sent out an x. I am getting old, therefore I do not always understand the shorthand of the young, their codes of conduct and misconduct. For all her beautiful words of hazy borderline mysticism, I noted an imbalance, a dishonesty, a narrow-mindedness, lush, vibrant words of poetry, accounts of melancholy, longing for love, walking outside the exile, but Twitter gave her away, the narrow camp she followed and who followed her, her focus on just a prick point on the earth, her homeland.
Her words 140 characters or less, beautiful random Tweets that though lovely left an unhealthy taste in my mouth. There is something too pompous and proud there for her own good or anyone's own good. I would love for this girl of the mellow beautiful voice and worldly words that trick themselves into a kind of mysticism to truly open her heart and not pretend. Leave the pretension on the stage. Leave your dolls there before your audience. Remove your mind from the narrow box it is in. It may be difficult since I do not know the conditions you lived under growing up.
You are a refugee, but open your mind beyond your group of headscarved females and self- centered revolutionaries too afraid to die by a bullet, drawing attention to themselves but solving nothing. Speak as this old girl speaks, naturally and with open love, not all this pleading in the dark and fear. Even this aging poet knows when to turn off the poetry and flowers, not to speak like a poet all the time. Take a holiday from the stage. To be a poet you have to first be an honest human with feelings outside yourself flowing away from the cold rigid princess.
There are things we cannot say and dare not say but if we permitted ourselves to say them the world would be warmed and caressed as the sun thawing and melting the snow into nothingness, water to the arid spirit. Instead of the silence, the words that demand to be said we relish in fear, anger, sadness, regret when it is so easy. Just a word, mine the right ones disconnected from our egos permitting the softness and innocence to return.
Small children are artists with words. Even in their playfulness and absurdity we see there is no treacherous pretension. I watch the children on the playground and see the wonderland I lost. I can never choose that heaven completely again now that I know. I remember how difficult it was to learn how to ride my bike. A friendly older boy coached me but I never caught on under his patient gaze and tutelage until one day, one day I found myself balanced and riding on two wheels. That boy passed away recently killed and thrown away by his hidden pain and ignorant decisions, hurtful that this happened to that patient and kind once boy that I knew. Like an old song went If I Ever Lose This Heaven....I lost it and many more millions before and afterwards have.
As I've said before, from time to time I will post the poetry of other people. I'm just a beginner poet returning to my roots. I have only been writing poetry for two years now (I had before in the distant past), and I have no idea where my poetry may end up since my ideas are evolving and my bravery as a poet is increasing and maturing. I haven't looked up who this poet is yet, but I think I've heard his name before. I saw this video on my Facebook timeline. I like Dis poem. Enjoy Dis Poem.